Going to church doesn’t make me a good person

Going to church doesn’t make me a good person.

Personal preference of Christian music doesn’t me a religious person.

At the end of the day, I look inside;

I look at myself, my life — my lifestyle

And I still lack the genuine heart of a Christian.

My relationship with God is desperate.

I am lost.

Going to church in search of me…

Listening to Christian music to uplift my soul.

Trying to reconnect with God.

I lost.

I am finding my way,

in my imperfect state,

I’m trying to be the person I envisioned.

Falling short, but…

I’m searching to be closer to

My God.

Reaching for the hand that reached for me

pulled me out of the storm,

saved me from my nightmares.

I’m searching to be closer to

My God.

Going to church doesn’t make me a good person.

Listening to Christian music doesn’t make me a good Christian.

I’m searching for my God.

I am not a good person.

I’m just searching for my God.

I am just matching my heart to the rythm of His heart.

I am good because of Him;

Going to church doesn’t make me a good person.


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